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After 30 years married to the man of her dreams, Melena Rhyker is devastated by her husband's death. Relief comes in the form of an artist's retreat at the Crossed Penn ranch in Utopia, TX. She rediscovers a forgotten dream as her artistic talent flourishes into that of a gallery-worthy artist. Will she have the courage to follow the path she was destined to travel? 

Garrett Saunders has been on the run most of his life. Abused and abandoned as a child, he escapes the clutches of a past filled with pain and shame and hides from his calling as a Native American healer. His years as a CIA agent aid in overcoming his childhood and honing his talent and skill as a fine-art photographer. 

Follow their journey as two people who come from totally different backgrounds, but share gifts of gigantic proportions, find meaning and purpose in the Texas Hill Country.

©2020 Pamela S Thibodeaux (P)2020 Pamela S Thibodeaux

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  • Victor @ theAudiobookBlog dot com
  • 07-07-21

Heartbreaking, but uplifting!

From award-winning author Pamela S. Thibodeaux comes My Heart Weeps, a heartbreakingly beautiful, intriguing, thoughtful, and in the end, uplifting story inspired by the author’s life experience dealing with loss and learning how to overcome it.

Expertly written with care and respect for those who are now gone and for those who have suffered a loss in their life, this novel shows how life can surprise us even when we think that there is no reason to live anymore.

I instantly felt immersed in this dramatic story and remained captivated for the entire duration of the audio production. Speaking of that, the audiobook version of My Heart Weeps is brought to life by radio personality, podcast host, and book narrator, Terri England.

She thoughtfully reads this novel in a balanced, respectful performance, giving the listener time to digest the events happening and their implications for the characters involved.

She infuses the narrative with just the right level of emotion at just the right time, and as such manages to create the most immersive listening experience for us, possible only in this format.

Pamela S. Thibodeaux has been called “Inspirational with an Edge!” and I can confirm that while listening to this thought-provoking audiobook I have been inspired multiple times. I love the honest, easy to follow and, at the same time, vivid writing style, the characters that felt real and alive to me, and of course, the immersive performance delivered by Terri England.

I think that the most important message sent to me by this novel is that if you believe in God and you have true friends alongside, your life can be worth living even when you are almost sure that it has ended. From the dramatic first chapters to the hopeful ending, this journey is one worth taking!

I’m really looking forward to discovering more uplifting literature written by this talented author.

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  • Ellen Oceanside
  • 22-06-21


Melena retreats inside her self and her home when her husband dies. A long ago dream as an artist, brings it to light at a retreat. Meeting. Garrett, a photographer. The hurt they both have, a story of finding forgiveness and letting the past go for new beginnings. A delightful story to enjoy. Given audio for my voluntary review

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