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Miss Memory Lane

A Memoir

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Miss Memory Lane

By: Colton Haynes
Narrated by: Colton Haynes
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 “A brutally honest memoir that socks you in the gut with its candor” (Elton John and David Furnish) about lust, abuse, addiction, stardom, and redemption from Arrow and Teen Wolf actor Colton Haynes.

In 2018, Colton Haynes woke up in a hospital. He’d had two seizures, lost vision in one eye, almost ruptured a kidney, and been put on an involuntary psychiatric hold. Not yet thirty, he knew he had to take stock of his life and make some serious changes if he wanted to see his next birthday.

As he worked towards sobriety, Haynes allowed himself to become vulnerable for the first time and discovered profound self-awareness. He had millions of social media followers who constantly told him they loved him. But what would they think if they knew his true story? If they knew where he came from and the things he had done?

Now, Colton bravely pulls back the curtain on his life and career, revealing the incredible highs and devastating lows. From his unorthodox childhood in a small Kansas town, to coming to terms with his sexuality, he keeps nothing back.

By sixteen, he had been signed by the world’s top modeling agency and his face appeared on billboards. But he was still a broke, lonely, confused teenager, surrounded by people telling him he could be a star as long as he never let anyone see his true self. As Colton’s career in television took off, the stress of wearing so many masks and trying to please so many different people turned his use of drugs and alcohol into full-blown addiction.

“In searing, honest prose, he tells a coming-of-age story that is utterly his own, yet surprisingly universal” (Bill Clegg, New York Times bestselling author)—of dreams deferred and dreams fulfilled; of a family torn apart and rebuilt; and of a man stepping into the light as no one but himself. Biographies & Memoirs Entertainment & Celebrities Celebrity Memoir Career Dream
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Thank you Colton! This is it! You went all out and I am in awe of you!

Personal, Profound and Beautifully written

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Equal parts humorous and heartbreaking. Colton narrates his own incredible story and does a brilliant job of it. Well worth the listen.

Great listen

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I have always been in awe of Colton and new he had had some rough struggles in his life. This level.i had never imagined and am privileged to have had this insight into such a troubled past from a remarkable man.

Raw and full of emotion

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Colton reads his story beautifully and with feeling, you almost feel there with him as he goes through his struggles. I learnt so much about his life and learnt so much to help my own.

A must read/listen

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Beautifully read by Colton. This was my first audio book and I’m grateful to have chosen such an honest raw account. Thank you for sharing your story in your words with us, Colton. I’ve been a fan for a number of years and will be for many more x

Heartbreaking yet hopeful

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