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Summary

Now a Washington Post, Amazon most sold, and top 3 Amazon best seller.

From best-selling author L.J. Shen, comes a new, standalone, contemporary romance. 

It should have been easy. I needed the money. He needed a babysitter to keep him from snorting himself to death. I was cherry-picked especially for him. Responsible. Optimistic. Warm. Innocent. The worst part is that I should have known better. Alex Winslow. British rock star. Serial heartbreaker. Casanova with whiskey eyes. 

“Don’t get near the devil in a leather jacket. He’ll chew you up and spit you out.” 

Guess what? I didn’t listen. I signed the contract. World tour. Three months. Four Continents. 100 shows. My name is Indigo Bellamy, and I sold my soul to a tattooed god. Problem was, my soul wasn’t enough for Alex Winslow. He ended up taking my body, too. Then he took my heart. Then he took my all.

©2018 L.J. Shen (P)2018 Audible, Inc.

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 "Heartbreaking... soul-shattering." (Diary of a Book Fiend)

"Hands down my top favorite rockstar romance ever." (Dirty Girl Romance Blog)

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Just wonderful!!!

This rendition of one of my favourite stories, has been a joy to listen to. Our flawed hero is voiced confidently, unrepentently and with absolute brilliance by Shane East. Muffy Newtown always delivers a warm and totally endearing performance, capturing Blue beautifully. The only tiny issue I have is the rendition of British accents ...I promise we do not all speak as if we are members of the royal family and attended Eton..especially if we are from Watford!

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Wow !!!!!!!!!

Well I really didn’t like Alex he was so arrogant and selfish he really did annoy me for most of the book , then when they were in Paris oh I felt so sorry for him and I really hoped they got back together. Brilliant book and the narrators love them both .

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Really liked it.

I liked this book. It was a slow starter for me, but once the chemistry between Indi and Alex kicked off, I got sucked in.
Great story which covered sensitive topics.

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  • 🔹🔹🔹CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹
  • 21-05-18

WOW.. ELEVEN TURBULENT HOURS OF PERFECTION

Every single time I finish a new L.J. Shen book I say “this has got to be her best yet”.. but then she goes and writes another awesome listen.. and once again I repeat my mantra of “blah blah... best yet”. However, this time I’m really really reeeeeally sure this is absolutely her best work to-date and I’m in awe of this seriously gifted author and the tornado of feels her words provoke.

LJS introduces you to her damaged yet emotionally vulnerable hero and heroine who come with emotional baggage.. and you listen with glee and awe as she slowly turns their sparks into flames. their animosity into friendship.. their polar opposite lifestyles into a powerful partnership.. and their ‘end date’ relationship into forever love. She sucks you into a multi-layered plot that you know will end in tears.. but what you’re absolutely not prepared for is the tragic heartbreaking wrench she throws in from nowhere that sends characters reeling. And, as she takes you on a whirlwind worldwide tour with an arrogant a$$hole of a bad-boy anti-hero and his entourage, your heart slowly melts for this sexy English Rock Legend as his feisty tiny blue-haired sobriety ‘babysitter’ brings out a very different side to him as their chemistry solders two hearts.. and two souls together.

I didn’t want to pause or stop listening to the tightly written push ‘n pull plot of two characters who need each other.. but for very different reasons. I didn’t want to stop the angsty barbed banter, the clipped humor and the dickish behaviour as the heated dialogue slowly broke down walls. I didn’t want to stop hearing about the damaged vs the sweet as their rollercoaster relationship clicked, climbed, picked up speed and eventually careened towards impending disaster. I didn’t want to stop the sizzles, the sparks and the flames as their sexual tension finally explodes. I didn’t want to stop the talented dual POV narration as it deliciously brought everything to life. Dirty talk, wicked intentions and casual carefree jibes precede and pave the way for some powerful heartfelt phrases, cherished words, romantic sentiments and passionate promises.

Worth a credit? Well I could go on.. and on.. and on about the many many outstanding virtues of this complex, multi-layered twisted yet beautiful, entertaining, touching and memorable love story.. so YES absolutely 100% creditworthy. Take the journey yourself and listen as a handsome, but bitter, Rock God battles his demons, tries to bed bend and break his sassy yet sweet babysitter and is determined to get his cheating ex back.. but Fate and Destiny have other plans..plans that’ll eventually lead to a beautiful HEA.

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  • Kriston R.
  • 11-05-18

Just WOW

So I read/listen more than I care to admit, and lately I just haven’t been impressed. This book was perfect. Perfect narration - I just love these two narrators, and Shen’s story telling continues to impress. I have enjoyed other works, but this, by far evoked more emotion and surprise and I just hated to see the story end.

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  • Amazon Customer
  • 27-06-18

Loyalisa30

Outstanding! This is the first book that I’ve ever read by L.J Shen and I freaking loved it! The angst throughout the story was emotional and heartbreaking at times but the resolution was fantastic! Alex and Indigo proved that love was hard work but oh so worth it!!

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  • Books all things Books
  • 28-06-18

Stardust 🌟 💙🖤💜

I can’t put into words the amazingness that is MIDNIGHT BLUE! This booked gripped and consumed me from the first page! If you are a lover of tortured souls you NEED this book as if you life depended on it! I can not even begin to give this review justice! LJ Shen is masterful with her words! And don’t get me started on the narrators! Muffy Newtown and Shane East were PERFECT! Absolute PERFECTION! Please skip the rest of the reviews skip mine for that matter stop wasting time and #oneclick this angst filled loved story RIGHT NOW! It’s worth all the credits! This book is everything. It will tear you down and build you up. It’s it’s everything! Claim in RIGHT NOW! Own it! Make it yours because it’s so flipping worth it!

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  • Alisha McCoy
  • 15-06-18

Amazing....

Just gets better and better. Completely addictive story. Definitely worth a credit or 10 to be honest. Love that it has a HEA but its work to get to it.

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  • henry
  • 27-05-18

that female narrator is pretty frustratingUH

I really enjoyed the story and both accents. but the American vocal habits of the female are very hard to ignore. every major phrase ending wordUH ends in an overdramatic soundUH like she is announcing a major motion pictureUH! that's my only critique tho.

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  • Anna
  • 08-06-18

Female narrator

I am not anywhere near being through this book, but I have loved all of LJ Shen’s books, as she is one of my favorite authors for many reasons, and am confident this book will live up to all of her other amazing work.

My premature review is due to my annoyance over the female narration; I see another listener mentioned it too. Muffy/Erin is very talented, and I HATE to be so critical, but I consistently cringe during every single one of many books I have heard her narrate because of her habit of drawing out or overly emphasizing the end of the word at the end of every phrase or sentence. “........the barrier” sounds like “barrierrrruh,” “....makes me smile” sounds like “makes me smiLuh,” “felt like it was full of cotton” sounded like “felt like it was full of cottonNuh.” When I saw another listener mention it, I just wanted to 2nd her opinion, if for nothing more than constructive criticism. (Though I am doubtful the narrator would ever read this). For me, her emphatic habit distracts me from the story, because it annoys me so much that I find myself listening for it instead of focusing on the story. Again, I hate to be so critical, as the narrator is clearly talented.

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  • AmazonAddict
  • 07-07-18

First listen from this author, won't be the last!

This was my first book from Author L.J. Shen, and I loved it!
It has been a really long time since I've found a great Rocker Romance. I had almost given up on them!
This story captivated me. This story broke my heart. This story had me fall in love with sexy rockers again!
This story is now is one of favorites.
The narrators were great. Shane East and his sexy accent always makes me swoon!
Muffy is always good (a little breathy sometimes) but she delivers a great performance as Indigo.

Highly recommend

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  • Mackenzie L MIncey
  • 21-06-18

I love L.J. Shen!

I really love LJ Shen. All of the books are engaging and interesting, as well as, sexy and erotic. Sometimes, romance novels are significantly lacking in character depth. As a well-educated, avid reader of all genres, it is frequently difficult for me to get into a romance/erotica tale. This is due to poor writing and lack of character development and/or story. However, I have found that all of LJ's characters are fairly substantial and well-developed. I really love these novels. I hope they keep coming!

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  • being_ericamarie
  • 06-06-18

5 stars

Three people you can almost never go wrong with is L.J. Shen, Muffy Newtown and Shane East. I thoroughly enjoyed this story and honestly didn't see that little twist to it coming but that's what you get when you have a good author, something unexpected that will make your jaw drop. My description may be a little dramatic but that is what literally happened on a section of this book. I hope everyone that chooses to take a listen will enjoy it as much as I did.

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