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If You Could See Me Now

By: Samantha Tonge
Narrated by: Anna Spearpoint
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A powerful story about friendship, trust, and taking control of your life while not being afraid to stand out, by the bestselling author of A Single Act of Kindness. Perfect for fans of Shari Low, Milly Johnson and Colleen Hoover.

How far would you go for a perfect life?

Back in her troubled school days, kind-hearted Violet always dreamed of a life where she was happy. Now it feels like she’s just about getting there. She has her dream job working with books, and she’s living with her handsome boyfriend, Lenny.

But when her relationship with Lenny falls to pieces and he moves out, Violet, hurt and lonely, decides it’s time to really take her happiness in hand. With her new flatmate Bella’s help, she changes her image and takes control at work, ready to show the world that she doesn’t need Lenny, ready to live her best life!

Then she meets magnetic author Casey, she begins to wonder if all she needed all along was a makeover. Lenny will rue the day he lost her!

But – with Bella – all is not as it seems. And Violet too has a secret, one that dates right back to her childhood, which could change everything…

Previously published as Knowing You.

©2025 Samantha Tonge (P)2025 Boldwood Books Coming of Age Family Life Friendship Genre Fiction Literary Fiction Happiness Heartfelt

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Samantha has really put heart and soul into this book. it's gripping, emotional and relatable. trying to live a life after a 9/11 loss and the hurt and haunting it brings. fleeting between then and now. brilliant writing x

wonderful and eye opening

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