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If This Gets Out

By: Sophie Gonzales, Cale Dietrich
Narrated by: Ramon de Ocampo
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About this listen

One of the world's biggest boy bands. A secret love. What happens if the world finds out? A queer YA boy-band romance from Sophie Gonzales and Cale Dietrich, perfect for fans of Only Mostly Devastated and What If It's Us.

Eighteen-year-olds Ruben Montez and Zach Knight are two members of the boy-band Saturday, one of the biggest acts in America. Along with their bandmates, Angel Phan and Jon Braxton, the four are teen heartbreakers in front of the cameras and best friends backstage. But privately, cracks are starting to form: their once-easy rapport is straining under the pressures of fame, and Ruben confides in Zach that he's feeling smothered by management's pressure to stay in the closet.

©2022 Cale Dietrich, Sophie Gonzales (P)2022 Macmillan Audio LGBTQ+ Literature & Fiction Romance Comedy Heartfelt Management

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Critic reviews

"Deftly explores the dark side of fame and the giddy thrill of first - and forbidden - love." (Mackenzi Lee, New York Times best-selling author)

"A sweet and swoon-worthy romance. Zach and Ruben are a pitch-perfect duet!" (Caleb Roehrig, author of Last Seen Leaving)

"Dazzles...with a narrative of queer boy-bandmates who wrestle with newfound fame, and newfound feelings for each other. Readers will fall in love." (Adam Sass, author of Surrender Your Sons)
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I really enjoyed the story and love the audio too, I didn’t want it to end.

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This book is everything. I went on an emotional rollercoaster! The story, characters and narrator are amazing. 😭💓

incredible

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A lovely story and a warm and happy read despite twists and turns. Look forward to book 2! Wonderful narration

A ripping yarn. Lots of fun

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I really enjoyed listening to the book, I wonder if there will be more

great book

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It is a BL story, but it is also so much more. It explores the topic of show business and exploitation of young people in this line of work. I found these parts of the novel even more interesting than the love story, which is sweet and cute and everything you can hope for in a BL novel.

Great Story

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