“You’re invited to my farewell party. I’ve got something to tell you before I die…”

Heather has struggled with a secret her whole life: what happened to young Simon Eyre all those years ago.

Now, decades later, with children of her own, she sees the horrific event differently - and her own part in it.

It's time to tell all. But not everyone is going to be happy with her decision.

And she doesn’t realise that by freeing her own inner demons, she’s unleashing much worse secrets, and putting everyone at risk…

From bestselling author Ruby Speechley comes an unputdownable psychological thriller about secrets, lies and deception. Perfect for fans of Shari Lapena, Alice Feeney and Lisa Jewell

'This is such a binge worthy book, this was extremely hard to stop reading ... This definitely was a rollercoaster of emotions.' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review

'Oh my goodness this book by the lovely author Ruby Speechley is amazing ... it had me gripped and turned the pages so quickly' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review

'Devilishly twisty – a gripping read' Lucy Nichol

'Secrets, lie and betrayal, this book has the lot! And don't we all love these ingredients in our psych thrillers? Oh it was tense... Awesome read' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review

'Secrets, lies and betrayal, this book has the lot! It kept me up way later than I intended racing through to the end and what an ending it was!’ Rona Halsall

'Suspense and intrigue balances perfectly with the heart wrenching sadness of Heather’s condition. A great read that kept me turning the pages into the night.' Amanda Brittany

'immensely readable and hugely entertaining - so compelling that I read it in a matter of hours' Fiona Mitchell

'A very tense situational thriller that had me guessing right up to the end. I loved it!' Dawn Goodwin

'Taut, twisty and emotionally charged.' Alison Stockham