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By: Alexis Hall
Narrated by: Shane East, Kishore Walker
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From the acclaimed author of BOYFRIEND MATERIAL and HUSBAND MATERIAL comes a deeply emotional romance about finding love when (and where) you least expect it.

Laurence Dalziel is worn down and washed up, and for him, the Scene is all played out. Six years from his last meaningful relationship, he’s pushing forty and tired of pretending nothing has changed. Then he meets Toby Finch. Young. Fearless, fierce, and vulnerable. Everything Laurie can’t remember being.

Toby doesn’t know who he wants to be or what he wants to do, but he knows that he wants Laurie. The problem is, while Laurie will surrender his body, he won’t surrender his heart. Because Toby is too young, too intense, too easy to hurt. And what they have—no matter how right it feels—can’t last. It can’t mean anything.

It can’t be real.

This dynamic, emotional LGBTQIA+ romance contains never-before-seen content and exclusive bonus material.

The World of SPIRES:

Glitterland, book 1

Waiting for the Flood, book 2

For Real, book 3

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The story was beautifully written (and educational!! 😆 🥵) and the narrators were excellent. Alexis Hall NEVER disappoints

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Absolutely loved this book, it was funny, poignant, heart wrenching and spicy all in good measures! I appreciate the BDSM theme might not be everyone's cup of tea but there was so much more to this book, that was just one of many strands to the story. Shane and Kishore absolutely nailed the narration, they were both so perfect for their respective characters. I loved it so much, as soon as I finished it, I listened to the whole book again and I've never done that before!

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