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Find My Way Down to You

By: Julian Winters
Narrated by: Giordan Diaz
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You've Reached Sam meets Hadestown in this enchanting, intoxicating romance across the mortal world and the underworld.

Eighteen-year-old August is trying to navigate life after the sudden death of his boyfriend left him devastated, aimless, and feeling guilty. Years after the tragic accident, August mistakenly stumbles into a world beyond his own—the Underworld. Unlike his own gray existence, the underworld is a lavish extravagant place, full of mystery and a flurry of charismatic gods, all curious about August's arrival in their world. Realizing right away the opportunity in front of him, August goes searching for his lost love, guided by Cary, the smoldering, broody ferrier of souls. But the more time August spends down below, the more his intentions begin to blur. Is he visiting this realm to reunite with his soulmate? Or is he desperately, inexplicably, intoxicatingly drawn to Cary? With his own world in pieces and a dangerously seductive realm promising him a new existence at a heavy cost, August must choose: a life with grief or a love that might destroy him.
Death & Dying Difficult Situations LGBTQ+ Literature & Fiction Romance Tear-jerking
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Praise for Find My Way Down to You:

★ “What really shines here is Winters’ wise take on grief, which manages to feel authentically messy while hopeful. Brooding boys worth rooting for.”Kirkus Reviews, starred review

"Sedate prose leisurely unveils supporting characters’ intriguing backstories and adds dramatic slow-burn flair to this inventive supernatural romance."Publisher’s Weekly

"This tale paints a vivid picture of the weight of grief…Readers will yearn for Auggie’s ­thorny-sweet, impossible romance with Cary to succeed and immerse themselves in the lush, evocative, seductively dangerous world of Aides."School Library Journal
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This book is magical and emotional, and really cathartic in ways. The characters were endearing and so relatable. Julian Winters has written an amazing story that breaks you down but also lifts you back up. Every tear I shed was so worth getting to go on this journey alongside Auggie and Cary. I just loved every second of it!

Julian Winters makes August's journey through grief and healing so relatable that every moment of his pain was mine, and his sadness and heartbreak made me cry. But at the same time, his healing, his love, his joy became my own too. My heart mended itself alongside his; his laughter brought a smile to my face, and I felt his love as deeply as he did.

Find My Way Down to You is a beautiful exploration of loss, grief, and, eventually, healing. August is deep in his grief when we meet him. He's barely living and just goes through the motions every day. But when he's suddenly drawn into the underworld, it gives him hope. Hope that he gets to see his love again, and hope that he gets to apologize for a loss he thinks is his fault.

A beautiful journey

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