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After years of hard work, Kathleen (Kat) Cutter has been offered her dream job. 

Only one thing is holding her back - she just found out that she's pregnant. Kat suddenly finds herself torn between choosing her dream job, or fulfilling her husband Jasper's dream of becoming a father. When Jasper is found dead, and she loses the baby under mysterious circumstances…Kat has nothing to live for, until she finds a crayon-written contract between Jasper and herself, which reminds her of a promise. A promise that she intends to keep. 

And so, she sets off cross-country alone, with nothing but Jasper's ashes to help her conquer her emotions, a stalker, and the rest of the crazy world.   

Kat is determined to keep her word...even if it kills her.

©2005, 2018 Michael Aloisi (P)2020 AM Ink Publishing

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