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Disorder

By: Rokia, Beth Hickling-Moore – translation
Narrated by: Diane Guerrero, Freya Allan, William Gao, Connor Swindells, Allegra Marland, Flora Montgomery
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About this listen

Part dark romance, part fairy tale, DISORDER marks the arrival of bestselling Italian author Rokia, available for the first time in English, in a vibrant translation by Beth Hickling-Moore. The production is voiced by an all-star cast: Diane Guerrero (Orange is the New Black), William Gao (Heartstopper), Freya Allan (The Witcher) and Connor Swindells (Sex Education.)

Meet Olivia, Sia, Derek and Edgar. Four young people scarred by self-harm, anorexia and PTSD, each of them searching for a way to heal. Brought together by an unorthodox doctor, their friendship becomes instrumental as they battle their respective demons. Through a series of increasingly demanding challenges set by prestigious media company GNN, deliberately chosen to make them face their pasts, their friendship becomes a key part of how they learn to process their pain. As their relationships grow, the past is never too far away, with wounds constantly being re-opened. And while no-one will remain unscathed along the journey of recovery, one thing is for sure: love has the power to mend a bleeding heart.

Please note: this production includes descriptions of mental illness, death, child abuse, violence, domestic violence, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, miscarriage and substance abuse.

©2024 Rokia (P)2024 Audible Ltd.
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I absolutely loved this. I was drawn into the characters minds and felt a real empathy for them and their mental health issues

Captivating

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A dark story, translated and narrated wonderfully. I was totally imerssed and drawn into the story. I couldn't stop listening to it.

Wonderful book

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Insane! Couldn’t stop listening, amazing translation as I wouldn’t usually listen to translated book!

Thank youuuu

I have no words

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It's not often a book grabs my attention as much as this one did but I've never come across a story like this. Being an audio book meant I could listen to it whatever I was doing and I've done just that over the course of a couple of days! Every character in this story became so real to me and I felt every emotion with them. I cried several times during the course of my listening and I could not tear myself away from it at times.

Could not stop listening to this incredible book.

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Very intense plot and difficult topics covered in a sensitive way that kept me hooked in

rollercoaster of emotions

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