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Defying Jihad

The Dramatic True Story of a Woman Who Volunteered to Kill Infidels - and Then Faced Death for Becoming One

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Defying Jihad

By: Esther Ahmad, Craig Borlase
Narrated by: Julia Farhat
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If you truly love Allah, you will die for him. Your death will mean much reward for you and your family in heaven. Only death will prove your love.

It was the final test. A chance to win not only the love of Allah, but the love of her father - something she had never been able to earn. Esther took a deep breath and raised her hand in the air. At the age of 18, she had just volunteered to become a suicide bomber.

Defying Jihad is the true story of a girl growing up under radical Islamic rule, trained to believe her ultimate purpose was to serve Allah by dying as a jihadist. But two nights before she was to leave forever, she had a dream...one that would change the course of her destiny.

Against all odds, Esther became a follower of Jesus - even though leaving Islam meant her death sentence. But rather than kill her immediately, Esther's furious father challenged her to a series of public debates with Muslim scholars: the Bible versus the Quran. If Esther won, she might yet survive. But if the Muslim clerics won, Esther must renounce her Christian faith. For an entire month - if she lived that long - Esther would be brought before the mob daily to defend her newfound faith. Would God give her the words to argue against Muslim leaders, former friends, and even her own family?

Defying Jihad is an amazing story of a woman prepared to surrender all for Jesus - and whose life transformed from terror to overwhelming love.

©2019 Esther Ahmad and Craig Borlase (P)2019 Blackstone Audio, Inc.
Christianity Freedom & Security Islam Politics & Government Religious Studies War & Crisis Middle East Inspiring Heartfelt

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When I started this book I really wasn't sure what to expect, the title had peeked my interest and I really wasn't sure what I was about to immerse myself in.
from the very beginning I was gripped,it was an insight into a life, a culture and a mindset that I was completely unfamiliar with.
From the narration to the way the story unfolds this book held me captive till the very end, the story tells of such sadness,fear and overwhelming joy.
Esther Ahmed is an amazing human we could all learn so much from her.

An amazing book from start to finish

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what a lovely story of good over darkness and the intolerance of muslim clerics. what brave people.

inspirational.

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It's a book God used to speak. it's a wonderful story and I hope Moslems get to read it.

Truly Inspiring

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Beautifully read and engaging true life story. Inspiring and thought provoking. I enjoyed it all.

Inspirational

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The testimony of the love, Jesus has towards us is amazing. The story is truly inspiring! The courage, faith and trust Esther displays is encouraging. Great read!

Hallelujah

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