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My Absolute Darling

By: Gabriel Tallent
Narrated by: Alex McKenna
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A TIMES BOOK OF THE YEAR • A GUARDIAN BOOK OF THE YEAR • A METRO BOOK OF THE YEAR

‘The year’s must read novel’ The Times

‘One of the most important books you’ll pick up this decade’ Harper’s Bazaar

‘An outstanding book that could be this year’s A Little LifeGuardian

‘You think you’re invincible. You think you won’t ever miss. We need to put the fear on you. You need to surrender yourself to death before you ever begin, and accept your life as a state of grace, and then and only then will you be good enough.’

At 14, Turtle Alveston knows the use of every gun on her wall;
That chaos is coming and only the strong will survive it;
That her daddy loves her more than anything else in this world.
And he’ll do whatever it takes to keep her with him.

She doesn’t know why she feels so different from the other girls at school;
Why the line between love and pain can be so hard to see;
Why making a friend may be the bravest and most terrifying thing she has ever done
And what her daddy will do when he finds out …

Sometimes strength is not the same as courage.
Sometimes leaving is not the only way to escape.
Sometimes surviving isn't enough.

‘This book has challenged me like no other. It’s a masterpiece. A work of art on a page. I guarantee this book will take your breath away’ Joanna Cannon, author of The Trouble with Goats and Sheep

‘Brutal yet beautiful, My Absolute Darling has floored me. Dear Turtle, a heroine amidst the horror. Exceptional, unflinching storytelling’ Ali Land‏, author of Good Me Bad Me

‘An incandescent novel with an extraordinary, unforgettable heroine, both deeply contemplative and utterly thrillingObserver – Thriller of the month

‘There are echoes of Ma’s bravery in Emma Donoghue’s Room, or the resilience of Cormac McCarthy’s protagonists as they struggle to stay alive. Tallent’s world is shocking in the truest sense of the word’ Irish Times

An utterly fantastic read. Every page is brimming with energy. And Turtle Alveston is as enthralling a character as I’ve encountered in a good long while’ Kevin Powers, author of The Yellow Birds

Action & Adventure Coming of Age Fiction Genre Fiction Literary Fiction Mystery, Thriller & Suspense Psychological Small Town & Rural Thriller & Suspense Exciting Heartfelt Survival Scary Suspense

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Critic reviews

‘There are books we like well enough to recommend, but there are a very few – To Kill a Mockingbird, Catch-22, The Things They Carried – that we remember forever. To my own shortlist I can now add My Absolute Darling, by Gabriel Tallent … The word “masterpiece” has been cheapened by too many blurbs, but My Absolute Darling absolutely is one’ Stephen King

‘If you liked Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life, you’ll love thisDaily Mail

‘A powerful tale with a howitzer of a heroine and a plethora of extraordinary scenes’ TLS

‘A heartrending debut that will shock, then shake, then inspire you’ Celeste Ng, author of Everything I Never Told You

An outstanding book that could be this year’s A Little LifeGuardian

My Absolute Darling is an absolute triumph’ National

‘The writing is beautiful and vivid, while the story is brilliantly urgent, brutal and uncompromising’ Claire Fuller, author of Our Endless Numbered Days

‘Tallent’s breathtaking debut is a harrowing and at times psychologically difficult journey on the scale of A Little Life or The Goldfinch, but it’s worth it . . . a true inspirationHarper’s Bazaar

‘Once a year – certainly no more – along comes a special novel that turns its readers into literary holy rollers. A couple of years ago it was Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life. Before that Ferrante fever. This year, I suspect it will be My Absolute DarlingThe Times

‘This is a compelling and unsettling novel that sucks you into its darkly warped world and doesn’t let go until the last page … powerful, violent, savage and quite brilliantDaily Express

‘A gut wrenching, terrifying novel written so beautifully it sings off the page’ Kate Hamer, author of The Girl in the Red Coat

‘This is a bloody, brutal tale, but also an incredibly beautiful one’ Emerald Street

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Extremely graphic and difficult to listen to at times. Found myself wondering why the writer would choose to write in this way. Had it not been for the fact that I'm studying psychotherapy I would have stopped listening. I didn't like the storytellers voice and the constant. he said; she said all the way through.

Difficult to listen to at times

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Would you listen to My Absolute Darling again? Why?

Maybe a few years from now when l can't remember the detail . That isn't likely .

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Great narration . Cigarette and whisky voice .

Superb

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For the first 3 - 5 hours I was feeling like I might just have to give up on this book, but then it picked up speed and interest hugely, after 10 hours I was gripped and couldn't wait to reach the conclusion. Now that it's finished I can look back and say I really enjoyed it. Turtle is one of the strongest characters I've ever read and the fact that she's a 14 year old girl makes her all the more powerful. My only criticism would be of the narrators performance. Her voice is quite raspy and I found it grating at times, also her delivery is misguided now and then with lack of punctuation.

Slow to start, but when it does....

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This started out well. As someone else mentioned the first half was good - if deeply disturbing. But then it all went downhill. Overly descriptive and dragged out, slightly ridiculous and generally just a little irritating. Two parts in particular spring to mind. I won't give the details but they were both scenes where characters just kept repeating the same things for what seemed like a small eternity. Anyway I was really glad to finish it (I skipped 10 minutes here and there towards the end) and couldn't really recommend it.

Lovely narration

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I really found this hard going but riveting at the same time ended abruptly though

best narration

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