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Cracks in the Ice
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese
- Length: 6 hrs and 53 mins
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Summary
How can they trust love not to hurt them again?
Benny
I’ll never fall in love again.
I had my chance, and I was the happiest man you can imagine. One day, it all came to an end. The only thing left was playing hockey, but it wasn’t enough, and I became my own worst enemy.
When my old school offered me a lifeline, I took it. As a coach, I could at least be miserable in a different place.
But when I arrived, there he was—bright and warm, like sunshine. I’d lived in the dark for so long my soul was frozen, but he thawed me out. I started feeling things again, wanting things. For the first time since the dark times began, I wondered if there was a chance. I’d never thought about being with another man, but so what? Could I be lucky enough to find love twice?
Cole
I was done. No. More. Men.
I’d always made the worst possible dating choices, and one guy after another took advantage of me. Invariably, I thought I was falling in love. Once I told them, they’d show their true colors and run.
Worn out and unable to stand another heartbreak, I swore off love. I almost had my master’s degree, and playing the piano was a much safer route to happiness.
No sooner had I made up my mind than there he was—hot as a forest fire, yet very sad. When I found out why, I understood. Someday, he’d love again, but there was no reason I shouldn’t be a friend.
Then he kissed me, and everything turned on a dime. I needed to protect myself from getting pulled in again, but the harder I tried, the more I believed in him. Was I making another horrible mistake? Would this time be different, or was I setting myself up for the biggest letdown of all?
Cracks in the Ice is a gay sports romance featuring hurt/comfort, sensitive men, unexpected connections, first times, an age gap, faculty/student romance, explosive chemistry, hard-earned happiness, and a very satisfying HEA.
Content warnings for partner deaths, traumatic accidents, and alcohol abuse. While these issues happened in the past, they may still be difficult for some.
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- Lesetiger
- 11-12-22
Wonderful start to a new series!
I was excited to see the start of a new series by Joshua Harwood and Ryan Taylor. I love the wonderful and easy-going writing style of the two authors. It didn't take long and I was right in the middle of the story.
Benny has had to deal with a lot of personal problems in the past. When Benny is offered a coaching job on a college team during his recovery, he jumps at it.
He meets Cole, a music student who has always been unlucky in his choice of partners. The two live in the same house and they are drawn to each other. Friendship turns into something more.
An absolute plus is the fact that Benny accepted it when he fell in love with Cole. There was no drama, no self-doubt, just acceptance.
I enjoyed Benny in his role as coach for the hockey team and also the short clips of the games. Of course, not everything always goes smoothly with the players and that's a good thing.
I was also very pleased to meet for brief moments, protagonists from the authors' previous books.
I recommend this heartwarming and sweet story that has everything for a good entertainment: Likeable main characters learning to find confidence in love, hockey, deep feelings, romance, a little bit of drama and fantastic secondary protagonists.
I really enjoyed this story and am already looking forward to more stories in this series!
Alexander Candese did a really awesome job. His voice was a great fit for the protagonists and I was able to perceive each character's emotional state. Alexander Candese has a pleasant voice and reads in a varied way with characteristic voices for the respective protagonists.
A fantastic audio book that I highly recommend.
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- Mari Cardenas
- 20-12-22
Very good!
Story: 4.25 Stars!
Narration: 4.5 Stars!
Overall: 4.5 Stars!
This is a lovely story of finding love again when neither of them expected it. Their connection was pretty much instant and so was their friendship, which made Benny's realization that he was attracted to Cole—when he had never been attracted to a man before—just as natural as the rest of their relationship had been. It was kind of refreshing how low angst and sweet it was and how nicely they fit with each other.
I loved catching up with the Bethesda Barracuda guys and getting to meet some new faces.
Alexander Cendese did a great job with the narration, he's a really versatile performer and his voice is very pleasant. He made this experience even better for me with his performance. Definitely recommendable!
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- ButtonsMom2003
- 15-12-22
A great start to a new series; I love Cole & Benny
I loved this book when I read it with my eyes when the ebook was released in September 2022. Alexander Cendese made me love it all over again with his fantastic audio performance. His voice is pleasant to listen to and it was easy to distinguish all of the different voices. There really isn’t anything else I can say other than what I said in my original review, shown below:
Cracks in the Ice is another great story from the writing duo of Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood. It pulled me in right from the beginning and didn’t let go until I finished it – all in one session.
There were a few times when I had to hold my breath while reading but everything worked out. Cole and Benny really clicked, almost right from the beginning. It wasn’t insta-love; they built on friendship first and then their attraction for each other. I liked how accepting Benny was when he realized that he was attracted to Cole; it was refreshing that he didn’t have a big internal or external freak out.
It was great to visit with characters from the Bethesda Barracudas Hockey series. You absolutely don’t need to have read those books to enjoy this one but I do highly recommend them because they are great books (and they’re available in audio, too).
I am so not a sports fan but I seem to really love reading MM romances that have a sports theme. I appreciated that there wasn’t an overwhelming amount of hockey jargon and yet I think hockey fans will probably be satisfied with what hockey talk there is and with the scenes that take place while games are being played.
I was happy to learn that this is book one of a new series. There were several really great secondary characters that I hope get books of their own. In particular, I want to read more about Cole’s ex-boyfriend, Eckie; he needs a redemption story.
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
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- Tanya
- 12-12-22
absolutely perfect
I finished the Barracuda Series and jumped right into this one. I loved the other series but THIS book is perfection. The writing and the story just hit another level. CITI has to be my favorite book by these authors. You can see the growth in writing and OMG they have me sooooo invested in Jack and Ecky that i need that story ASAP.
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- Caroline
- 11-12-22
Hockey love
what is there to say . Benny and Cole 's love story is off the scale. I was pleased that there was more to the story than Hockey but there isn't a Hockey story that Alexander Cendese doesn't bring to life .Both the book and narration gets 5⭐️
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- Claire Louisa
- 10-12-22
Benny and Cole, such a great couple
I've enjoyed listening to a few of these authors books and was excited but wary to hear this one had a different narrator and one I hadn't heard before, I'm very picky. Alexander Cendese did a great job and I really enjoyed listening to him narrate Cracks in the Ice, I will happily listen to more of his work in the future.
Now to the story, I enjoyed meeting Benny and Cole; they were lovely guys to get to know, and I enjoyed their slow-building relationship. I liked the fact that despite Benny finding his attraction to Cole something new, he didn't freak out, but just accepted it, if only everyone would just be chill like he was and accept people are attracted to who they are attracted to and this can change throughout our lives.
Benny is still dealing with the loss of his wife, he had previously hit rock bottom and I liked that this new role as a coach was able to give him a way to have a break and start something new. Meeting Cole certainly helped with starting something new. Poor Cole, used and abused, but still believing in true love and lucky for him along comes Benny. These two really did work well together.
There was some drama with one of the players on Benny's team, and there was more than one underlying reason behind his behaviour, but I think he needed a lot of professional help to deal with all his issues.
I enjoyed the small catch-up with the guys from the other books, it's always nice to see how characters you've grown to love are getting on.
A sweet low angst story
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- Laora
- 07-12-22
Sweet and spice
I was anticipating this first book in the new Mohegan U Hockey series by one of my favorite writing duos.
Benny/ Caldy had lost his only love and did not handle it well. After some much needed tough love from his Barracuda friends and his personal hard work, still doing rehab, he is in a better place and ready to take on the job as acting hockey coach at his alma matter.
Cole is a music master student who has not been the luckiest with the men he dated in the past.
Benny and Cole meet for the first time when they live together and have an instant like and click. Their friendship progresses and soon they are dating and exploring what love is to them. I liked how natural the relationship progressed and how healing this relationship is for both men.
I also appreciate that the authors did not give Benny a personal crisis after finding he is attracted to a man and might even love Cole. He just accepted that there was a 'new' person who made his heart and world brighter and did not bother to label himself.
It seems the hardest struggle and most anxiety for them is finding a way to stay in one place after their time together seems to end at the end of the college year. They do however find a way to get their hea.
I so enjoyed reading this low angst, forced proximity, contemporary mm romance. with a side of hockey gameplay. If you love reading about men daring to love (again) this is a book I recommend.
I will be looking forward to other stories in this new series. I am wondering who could be next; Jamie & Kendall or even Eckie?
For this new series the authors have chosen Alexander Cendese as narrator an in my personal opinion they made a good choice. His voice fits with both characters and storyline. Before I knew it I was at the end of this hartfelt story of unexpectes love.
5* overall
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- I❤️Books
- 07-12-22
Love Heals
No matter how many Taylor-Harwood books I read, I am continually amazed. The way they add layers of in-depth detail and emotion fascinates me and leaves me in awe. Nobody does character development like these authors. I purposely read this book slowly in order to take in every wonderful word. I simply never wanted it to end. Alexander Cendese does a phenomenal job with the narration.
This book is full of page after page of raw emotions that are woven together to make an unforgettable story. I’m not an overly emotional reader, but Cracks in the Ice had me in tears, snickering at the humor, and grinning from ear to ear. I found myself rooting for Benny & Cole the entire time, which is ridiculous because I know that these authors always deliver the most wonderful HEA, and trust me this one did not disappoint.
I have no doubt that anyone who reads Cracks in the Ice will fall in love with Benny and Cole. It’s impossible not to be inspired by their journey and become fully invested in them. I greatly anticipate the other books in this series.
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- Tracy Ann
- 08-12-22
Love this so much!!
Cracks In the Ice is an amazing story and I totally enjoyed this audiobook. Alexander Cendese did an awesome job!
Benny & Cole was so perfect for each other. I have read this book twice and I am glad I now have the audio. I know I will be listening to this book many more times in the future. My type of story! So soulful, steamy and sweet!
Love it! I am a very happy listener!
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- BST
- 08-12-22
Wonderful Love Story!
I don't write many reviews, because I am simply not great at them. But this story just stole my heart. I love hockey, so give me a hockey romance, and I am going to read it. These two have written some great ones, but this one blew me away. Finding that person who finally makes you FEEL worthy the love that you have been looking for. The love you so badly want. The love that you had and lost. My heart just swelled for Benny and Cole. Their story was one of love and acceptance and finding your person. I'd give it more than 5 stars if I could.
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- BookSnuggle
- 07-12-22
Beautiful, Sexy and Heartwarming Story
Love this story so much! A beautiful heartwarming story with just the right amount of sexy times. It was so much fun watching Benny and Cole find happiness and true love. Alexander Cendese, narrator, does an awesome job. He brings another dimension to Benny and Cole’s wonderful story!❤️
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- Sandpiper
- 07-12-22
A deeply emotional story
Alexander Cendese does a spectacular job of bringing two of my favorite characters to life. This story is beautifully written. Sweet but not fluffy. The chemistry between Benny and Cole is incendiary but believable. I highly recommend this to anyone who believes in second chances, cheers for acceptance and knows that true love conquers all. This is a very special book…
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- Harri
- 27-12-22
Finding love when life is at a crossroads
I absolutely loved this book and knowing the audiobook was released I knew I had to buy, especially as Alexander Cendese is one of my favourite narrators. There’s a level of instalove like in all of Taylor and Harwood’s previous books but it was angstier than the previous stories we’ve had in this world. It’s still full of lots of heart and steam. It was great to see familiar Bethesda Barracuda faces supporting Benny through a very difficult time in his life. It was a great way to spin-off to a new location within a shared world. I can’t wait to read what comes next and which men find their HEAs. I’m Bert much looking forward to seeing the “bad guy” in this getting a redemption story. TW: recovering alcoholic, death of a spouse (car crash) and stalking. The death happens off page but is described.
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- Janet L Hunt
- 24-12-22
phenomenal listen, engaging
Cracks in the Ice was my first time reading and listening to anything by these authors. This will not be my last time listening to anything by them. Fantastic! This was a sweet story. I loved Benny and Cole! Both men had trials and tribulations in their past and needed to get past that to heal. Benny is on the verge of losing everything when his friends and teammates intervene. He ends up coaching at his alma mater. He stays at his friend's house. Cole is a musician. He falls in love too easily and hasn’t always chosen the best men to fall in love with. He is also staying at the same house. They become friends slowly, that quickly morphs into more. The world building is great! The secondary characters are fantastic!! Alexander Cendese is phenomenal in their narration. They made the story come to life. Overall, a fantastic listen that kept me engaged! Highly recommend.
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- Alyssa P.
- 24-12-22
A Fun Listen!
Cracks In the Ice is a great story; I enjoyed this audiobook! Alexander Cendese did a great job bringing this story to life!
Benny & Cole were an amazing match for each other. I have read this book before, but I’m glad to have the audio. I’ll listen to to this book again. I enjoyed the story!
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this audiobook.
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- Jacqueleen the Reading Queen
- 23-12-22
so sweet
I've been meaning to check out this author duet for a while now. I love a good sports romance, especially hockey, so when a chance to check out the audio for the start of this spin off series came along I jumped at the chance. I'm glad I did because I just loved this sweet hurt/comfort story.
When the story begins, Benny is still in the middle of healing from an utterly awful tragedy. I can hardly blame the man for the mess he was when this story began. I'd likely be in the same boat if I ended up in his situation. Thankfully the amazing teammates and friends Benny has come to the rescue and help him to get on the road to recovery. A change of scenery coaching his old college hockey team doesn't hurt either. Neither does meeting Cole.
Cole has officially sworn off men. We've all been there buddy and like most times that's exactly when you tend to meet someone you just can't resist. Funnily enough Cole does. He's decided to be friends with his hot new straight roommate, that is until it's Benny who decides to obliterate the friend zone Cole placed the man in.
It was sweet how vulnerable these men could be with each other. Both have baggage and Cole could really use a good dose of self esteem. Sometimes I wanted to slap him upside the head and tell the man not to look a gift horse in the mouth. Benny was perfect for him and treated him like the precious man he was. I loved that there was no huge gay freakout. Benny liked Cole and that was that for him. It took Cole more time to fully believe it wasn't all too good to be true and he was actually gay.
Overall Benny and Cole together were adorable and I loved all the great supporting side characters. It definitely made me want to go back and make my way through the previous series. The narration was on point and I liked both the voices and the pacing. I didn't need to speed up the book like I do with some narrations. Solid 4.5 star audiobook.
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- LC
- 22-12-22
Great Story!!
There is something special in the way that Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood write a romance. There is a sweetness to it. What Benny and Cole find together is so special and they treat it as such. I enjoyed the way the Barracudas came to visit and were visited at their hotel after the game. As emotional as this book was to read, I think even seeing Eckie’s part in the story was important. I hope he comes back, healed, emotionally and mentally, and ready to play hockey. I’m ready for more of Mohegan U and I’m thrilled beyond belief to have started at the beginning of this series this time.
Now to the audio portion of the book! Every time I start a new audiobook, it’s like my first audiobook experience all over again. I have to find the right speed to listen to THAT narrator at, I have to figure out how they sound at particular points, which is my favorite voice of theirs. This was my first book with Alexander Cendese narrating and it took me a hot second to get used to his voice fluctuations. He really does a good job going between Cole and Bennie and keeping his voice moving and exciting like the story. He has a great range as you’ll hear once you start listening as there are so many characters that he voices male and female, young and old. Overall, a good listening experience and I wouldn’t mind hearing him again in another book. 😊
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