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Counting the Cost

By: Jill Duggar, Derick Dillard - contributor, Craig Borlase - contributor
Narrated by: Jill Duggar
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Summary

INSTANT NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER

For the first time, discover the unedited truth about the Duggars, the traditional Christian family that captivated the nation on TLC’s hit show 19 Kids and Counting. Jill Duggar and her husband Derick are finally ready to share their story, revealing the secrets, manipulation, and intimidation behind the show that remained hidden from their fans.

Jill and Derick knew a normal life wasn’t possible for them. As a star on the popular TLC reality show 19 Kids and Counting, Jill grew up in front of viewers who were fascinated by her family’s way of life. She was the responsible, second daughter of Jim Bob and Michelle’s nineteen kids; always with a baby on her hip and happy to wear the modest ankle-length dresses with throat-high necklines. She didn’t protest the strict model of patriarchy that her family followed, which declares that men are superior, that women are expected to be wives and mothers and are discouraged from attaining a higher education, and that parental authority over their children continues well into adulthood, even once they are married.

But as Jill got older, married Derick, and they embarked on their own lives, the red flags became too obvious to ignore.

For as long as they could, Jill and Derick tried to be obedient family members—they weren’t willing to rock the boat. But now they’re raising a family of their own, and they’re done with the secrets. Thanks to time, tears, therapy, and blessings from God, they have the strength to share their journey. Theirs is a remarkable story of the power of the truth and is a moving example of how to find healing through honesty.

©2023 Jill Duggar (P)2023 Simon & Schuster Audio

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Love the honesty

Really well performed. Love how honest this book is throughout. Gives some real insight into a world that has always been chosen what is displayed by TV crews

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Great first book

I really hope there’s a second book, that’s how much I enjoyed this one. I’ve watched the duggars since the early days on tlc, living here in the U.K I’m not religious at all, but found watching the series fascinating, often wondering how they could all be so perfect. This has given an honest insight from Jill about her experience, moving forward id like to hear how life is now, her hopes for her family. Will she be as ‘controlling’ with her babies? How would her and Derek feel if one of their babies had opposing views to them? Although not religious myself, I have brought up my now adult son to think for himself, to be curious about the world, other people beliefs and preferences, to not judge others but to treat all people kindly. That is ‘my religion’ I suppose, simply to be kind and understanding.

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Praise God… amazing!

What a sad but wonderfully truthful story! It was an amazing read and clearly God driven. Thoughts, love prayers and encouragement to Jill and her family! The truth is key and the way to healing xxx

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Jill we are so proud of you for coming out with your story and sharing it with the world

You are such an inspiration to you and your husband, Derek and the children well done girl

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I'm so proud of You Jill

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Amazing voice and story. Proud of You.

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Amazing

Binge listened in one day. An incredible honest story so well read and so thoughtfully written.

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Inspired by bravery

Jill’s bravery by telling her story inspires me and gives me hope. It had me in tears at times and smiling at others. Beautifully written and wonderfully told.

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A very brave book

I can't imagine the courage it took to write. Wonderful to hear it in the author's own voice.

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Jill’s bravery is humbling

So proud of Jill and the journey she’s been on. Jill is able to reflect on how to move forward from some of the wrongs made against her by multiple family members. Hopefully her story will be listened by those who need to hear it…

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interesting

I wasn't sure before listening but it was a great insight into the show and family, thank you for sharing

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