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Against My Will

Groomed, trapped and abused. This is my true story of survival.

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Against My Will

By: Sophie Crockett, Douglas Wight
Narrated by: Janine Cooper Marshall
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‘Asperger’s made me a prisoner in my own home. When I finally entered the real world, evil was waiting.’

A shocking true account of one girl’s harrowing journey to survival.

Sophie Crockett spent most of her childhood suffering from crippling anxiety. Diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome, she became a virtual prisoner in her own home, afraid to venture outside. After battling with depression, eating disorders and self-harm, Sophie had the courage to re-enter society in her late teens.

She was just 17 when she fell prey to ST, a violent bully who exploited her vulnerability and cruelly assumed complete coercive control over her life. He kept Sophie captive and refused to leave her alone; fed her, bathed her, even escorted her to the toilet. Sophie endured countless tirades of mental and physical abuse, kept as his sex slave while he repeatedly threatened to kill her.

She was convinced it was the end. But through her bravery, and with little help from the authorities, Sophie was able to escape.

This is her story.

©2020 Sophie Crockett and Douglas Wight (P)2020 HarperCollins Publishers Limited Abuse Mental Health Personal Development Psychology Psychology & Mental Health Relationships True Crime Women Disappearance Exciting

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All stars
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narrator was amazing.
story very sad sometimes hard to listen.
The world needs to be aware of what is happening behind closed doors.

Sad and Heartbreaking. but worth the listen.

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It was very hard to listen to at times But I listen to the whole thing in two days I couldn’t stop. What a very brave young girl I wish you all the best Sophie.
It gave me an insight as to why women stay with these men.

Excellent

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Well written and very well read. The things that happened to this woman are horrendous and hard to hear at some points. a story of a true survivor. i will Sophie all the luck and Love In the world xx

Hard to hear!!

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I absolutely admire Sophie Crockett for writing this book. The strength she found to tell her story will hopefully help her carry on with her life and be happy.

Against my will

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Bad narration as usual. had to turn down the volume. I'm hoping it's just my speaker or headphones, and not the actual recordings.

any word with a S in it hurt my ears.

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