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Wide Open

My Adventures in Polyamory, Open Marriage, and Loving on My Own Terms

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Wide Open

By: Gracie X, Carol Queen - foreword
Narrated by: Alexandra Shawnee
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Gracie X—a suburban mother of two—has been married to her loving husband, Hank, for 25 years. The problem is that their once-vibrant sex life has shriveled to nothing. Meanwhile, she has fallen in love with another man, for whom she has an overwhelming physical yearning. Frustrated and conflicted but determined not to give up her hard-won home life and wonderful husband, she is desperate for a creative solution. Can she somehow keep both men in her life without resorting to divorce or dishonesty? A friend introduces Gracie to polyamory: loving and being faithful to more than one person at a time.

In her candid and provocative memoir, Wide Open, Gracie details the years she has spent exploring the poly lifestyle and creating her "chosen family." A fiercely intelligent feminist, she challenges traditional ideas about monogamy, fidelity, and sexuality. From swinger parties and strip clubs to sex toys and pornography, this is an edgy and thought-provoking listen. Yet erotica and tenderness share space here, with Gracie's true love for both Hank and Oz—as well as her two children—coming through very clearly.

Wide Open reveals—with humor, integrity and heart—how one woman blended love, sex and marriage in unconventional ways and found the fulfillment she was looking for.

©2015 Gracie X (P)2020 Tantor
Marriage & Long-Term Partnerships Personal Development Relationships Marriage

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There is a lovely honesty to this memoire as we go through the roller coaster necessary to reach the love and home life which Grace feels is best for her and her extended family. Thank you. and thank you to the calm narrator.

A truthful look at extended love and living

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I understand this was her journey in the poly world and unconventional relationship, but the entire thi g jist p!$s me off, big time.
There are spoilers here, do scroll pass if you want to he surprised by her life story.

I appears to me that her deep insecurities made her bend over backwards for her husband and was very accommodating towards the men in her life, but, for a good portion of the story she didn't get the same in return. That annoyed me so much. Her husband and she didn't have sex any more, she accepted the girlfriend and he was happy when she was going on bad dates, but as soon as she gets something more meaningful he gets all insecure.... and to top it all of, he says that having relationship with his own wife feels like cheating on his girlfriend and she doesn't go nuclear on him, nor they go to therapy or discuss it further?????? come on.
I detested pushover women and that is how she came across to me. So, had to speed up the story.

This just annoyed me

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