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By: Shantel Tessier
Narrated by: Fallen Scynclair, Madison Mitts
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This is a dark romance. TW's are listed on Shantel's website.

HIS ANGEL

I was born into a secret society known as the Lords. There is no limit to their depravity. If they want to be respected, they have to earn it.

Women like me are merely allowed to exist in their world … until they no longer need us.

I’ve spent most of my life wishing death would find me. That I’d be granted an escape from the reality I was forced to endure. But luck has never been on my side. It seemed I was destined to never be anything more than a failure.

I VOW. YOU VOW. WE VOW.

Then one night I took control of my life. It was my first taste of freedom, and I wanted someone to notice me.

Turns out, that was a mistake, and my father had been right, I didn’t deserve to be seen.

A Lord—Kashton Landon Pierce—saved me, and I offered to pay him the only way I knew how—with my body. After he finished with me, I ran.

Now he’s back in my life, wanting to pick up where we left off.

The problem with that is I’m no longer the scared woman I was when we met. I’ve spent years digging myself out of a dark hole, and I refuse to allow any man to drag me back. Especially a Spade brother. Even if he is promising me everything I’ve ever wanted.

I underestimated him. Kashton inserted himself into my everyday life and invaded my dreams.

He needed a pet to keep chained in the basement. A toy to occupy his free time. His brothers were busy living their lives, so he decided to take over mine.

What I didn’t expect was for him to make me feel loved. To be taken care of and put first before anything else. After being told you’re worthless your whole life, it’s hard not to believe it.

Kashton made me feel cherished and accepted me for who I was—unworthy.

For a moment, I found myself hoping for a future that I knew wasn’t possible. One where I could be what he needed. But our world has a way of teasing happiness before stripping it all away.

©2026 Shantel Tessier (P)2026 Shantel Tessier
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This completely pulled me in from the very first chapter. The narration was so well done that it made every scene even more intense, and I couldn’t stop listening. The plot kept me hooked, with so many twists and moments that had me completely bawling. This is actually my first time writing a book review because I just couldn’t keep quiet about how much I enjoyed it. If you’re looking for a dark, emotional, and addictive audiobook, this one is absolutely worth your time

The story, narration and plot 100000/

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Honestly I can’t ever get enough of the L.O.R.D.S series! The narrators were absolutely incredible and perfect for Kash and Eve! The plot was amazing and I genuinely think this might be the best in the series yet! 🌶️🥵🖤

KASHTONNNNN😍😍

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I loved the lords series . This has to be one of the best yet . The narrator’s are amazing they did such a good job.

Amazing narrator’s

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After Madness I hoped this would be as good but for quite a bit of the book I wasn't feeling quite the same captivation, don't get me wrong I still loved it but that little spark of magic didn't hit me until chapter 73 and then it absolutely devastated me followed by a lot of WT...F, books make me feel emotional, it's why I'm obsessed with them, but I haven't felt this emotional or cried so much since I listened to Under Your Scars about 12 months ago, I was looking forward to this one because I desperately wanted to know Kashton's story and figured it would be connected to the lady in the Cathedral from Madness, I fell in love with Kashton so much in this book I don't give a hoot he's morally grey or even morally black - who cares he's adorable, this has confirmed that all the Spade Brother books are my favourite, and for my other comments - Ashtyn ... grrr 😡, Sin ... yey! And if there is another book please let it be about Adam - I want to love to hate it,. Listening on audio - this wasn't may favourite narrator pairing from the series, that title will always be held by the Madness duo, but Fallen Scynclair oh so well done!

I felt emotionally wrecked by the end

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I have read the full series and listen to them all. this is my favorite book in the series so far build up of the characters and the overall emotions in the book are out of this world the narrators were amazing they have not disappointed fallen was brilliant and mimicking other characters demeanor and tones. I love the relationship which evolve in the book.

definitely a good listen.

as always check trigger warnings some of the content is deep but it was an amazing book once again shantele has not disappointed

brilliant

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