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Summary

The heart-rending and inspiring novel from the critically acclaimed author of Not If I See You First.

How can you have a future if you can't accept your past?

Mel Hannigan doesn't have it easy. Mourning the death of her firework of a brother, trying to fit back into a school she's been conspicuously absent from and struggling to deal with the loss of three friendships that used to mean everything. Struggling to deal with a condition that not even her closest friends know about.

So Mel tries to lock away her heart, to numb the highs and lows, to live quietly without hope - but also without pain. Until someone new shows her that it can be worth taking a risk, that opening up to life is what can make it glorious....

And that maybe Mel can discover a tragic kind of wonderful of her very own.

©2016 Eric Lindstrom (P)2016 HarperCollins Publishers Limited

Critic reviews

Praise for Not If I See You First:
"Gorgeous, romantic, heart-rending." ( Maximum Pop!)
" Not If I See You First is thoughtful and honest, with characters that made me laugh, cry, and surprised me at every turn. It's a book I'll recommend for years to come." (Kody Keplinger, author of The Duff and cofounder of Disability in KidLit)

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