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When I Lost You

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When I Lost You

By: Merilyn Davies
Narrated by: Daisy Badger, Rebecca Lee
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About this listen

Brought to you by Penguin.

Former Crime Analyst Merilyn Davies brings to life a gritty, heart-stopping crime thriller that will have you utterly obsessed.

When a young couple are the lead suspects for the murder of their only child, Crime Analyst Carla Brown and DS Nell Jackson are assigned to investigate.

The evidence seems conclusive, but something just doesn’t feel right.

The case is quickly cast into doubt when the lead forensic pathologist starts receiving threatening letters – containing details only the police should know.

Who’s sending them? What do they want? And how did they get hold of the information?

As Carla and Nell dig deeper, it soon becomes clear that this case isn’t the first of its kind.

They must stop at nothing to find the truth – even if it hits close to home.

©2019 Merilyn Davies (P)2019 Penguin Audio Crime Crime Thrillers Mystery Police Procedural Psychological Suspense Thriller Thriller & Suspense Fiction Heartfelt Murder

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Critic reviews

"Assured, fresh, engrossing." (Mel Sherratt)

"Taut, authentic and sensitively told." (Chris Ewan)

"Compassionately, confidently and beautifully written." (Steve Mosby)
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Wow listening to this certainly made the miles melt away whilst driving. What a superb plot, I was trying to second guess and work out what was going to happen but there were so many avenues to explore it was impossible. I’m exhausted!

Ideal accompaniment for a car journey

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