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Summary

When two people's lives are spiraling out of control, can coming together pull both of them back up?

Alexis Woods knows who she is - or at least, she thought she did. She's number 17, point guard, MVP, all-star, co-captain of the Lady Raiders NCAA Division I women's basketball team. But there's a darkness growing inside of her, a darkness that started the night her beloved died in her arms, and if she doesn't turn things around soon, the darkness just might swallow her whole.

Graham Griffin knows a thing or two about darkness. That's been her zip code ever since the car accident that took her boyfriend's life - the car accident she caused. When she meets Alex, she sees a reflection of her own sorrow. And she can't help but want to fix it.

©2016 Eliza Andrews (P)2017 Eliza Andrews

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Loved it

Excellent book, I couldn't stop listening. It's my first audio book but certainly won't be my last!

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Wonderful and refreshing story

Loved this story and the characters! Was gripped right from the beginning. I felt like I was really getting to know two wonderful and strong (in different ways) women as they took this journey. Wonderful!

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really good and entertaining.

the development of the 2 main characters is really intriguing. excellent flow and entertaining. I loved it.

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  • Sarah Z. Hoyt
  • 07-06-17

A Cathartic Joy

This author is expressive and articulate. In "To Have Loved & Lost", she draws you into a deep relationship-oriented plot line. Her beautiful, flawed, tough and sensitive characters are raw, deep, and happen to be lesbian. It is wonderful and realistic how the characters being lesbian isn't the main focus of the book and being lesbian isn't their identity, but just a piece of who they are. I find it refreshing to discover an author, who can portray real women in real friendships as real people. Thank you, Eliza Andrews! I HIGHLY recommend this author and her first book categorized as LGBT fiction. Hopefully, it will encourage, warm, thrill, and entertain other readers as much as it did me!

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  • Carrie
  • 23-05-17

Loved it!

This isn't your normal cheesy romance. It's a true novel based on lesbian characters. I will be getting every book Eliza does from now on. Finally someone that sees how unrepresented some us are. Solid work Eliza you have a new fan!

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  • Michelle A. Evans
  • 28-09-17

Sleeper Hit!

Bought this title because none of my favorite authors had anything new out. I was pleasantly surprised. Good writing, lovely story, well fleshed out characters--a lovely journey.
Narrator was talented and well suited for the story. I was very pleased. I hope to hear much, much more from this author and narrator.

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  • L. LaCour
  • 08-05-17

Great Book!

This is a great love story. I know the LGBT community would love it but I also think straight people would enjoy it. You forget the story is about two women and it becomes a story about how two people finding each other and growing together. It's a simple message that we all have baggage but when you find the right person, it doesn't matter. Loved it!

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  • Eva Dougherty
  • 02-11-18

Enjoyable book

I really enjoyed this book, the characters were captivating! I am definitely looking forward to reading the second one.

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  • Cynthia R. Renfro
  • 31-10-18

The real Love and Basketball story!

This was an excellently paced story with the right levels of joy and angst. And finally! A sports story involving women and no softball. With enough real knowledge of the game to not make me, a hs and college player, totally distracted by unrealistic or overly simplistic game and team dynamics. I will read and buy everything by this author based on this book alone. Thank you SO much for this story.

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  • Antoinette
  • 12-10-18

Great Book!

I loved this book! I really enjoyed everything about it! Touched on a lot of aspects of relationships but especially lesbian relationships! Eliza is a great writer! Also the narration was amazing!

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  • Anonymous User
  • 19-09-18

I need more!!!

I need more like this. it's a joy to here women portrayed in such a beautiful way. There was a need for this beautiful love story.

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  • Peggy
  • 05-09-18

Loved it

Great book. What more. Guess the author has not heard of the L Word show?

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  • Sab
  • 26-08-18

This is an important book

I am not so much into sports novels, and this one is around basketball, especially college basketball. in fact it is a little young for me. But I find this book extremely important, for old lesbians like me, in my case working as a professor at an American university, being non American, as this book opened up a window to the lives of some of my students, who are in college sports and are gay.
It is important for closeted students who are in college sport teams and need a support.
It is important for young people who deal with loss of a close friend/parent etc.
And now to the book the story and the narration:
The story is very well developed the characters are believable and interesting, there was not a moment when anything was completely predictable and I personally love surprises.
The narration was excellent Angela Rysk did a very good job bringing the book to life.
All in all I am looking forward to read the second book in this 2 book series.