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The Way I Am Now

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The Way I Am Now

By: Amber Smith
Narrated by: Jordan Fisher, Rebekkah Ross
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Eden and Josh decide to give their relationship another chance in this much anticipated sequel to the New York Times bestseller The Way I Used to Be that explores how to move forward after trauma—in life and in love.

Eden and Josh never had a fair shot at a healthy relationship. When they dated in high school, they each had their own problems getting in the way of the deep connection they felt toward one another. Unbeknownst to Josh, Eden was carrying the burden of a devastating sexual assault, while Josh was dealing with his own private struggle of having an alcoholic father.

Months after Eden and two other girls publicly accuse their rapist, Eden is starting college while her case goes to trial. Now when she and Josh reconnect, it seems like it might finally be in the right place at the right time for them to make it work. But is their love strong enough to withstand the challenges and chaos of college and the crushing realities of a trial that will determine whether Eden gets the justice she deserves?

©2023 Amber Smith (P)2023 Spotify Audiobooks
Bullying & Abuse Contemporary Contemporary Romance Depression & Mental Health Difficult Situations Emotions & Feelings Literature & Fiction Romance Heartfelt

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Loved the story, love Edens battle and the way that she speaks. Only thing I'd say is that Joshs voice goes a bit quick. But if that's the only complaint 🤔😂

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