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The Not-Outcast

By: Tijan
Narrated by: Andi Arndt, Jason Clarke
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Cutler Ryder was everything I wasn’t.

He was the hockey star. I was an outcast. He was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me. His two parents loved him. My mom was a junkie. My dad barely knew me.

Years passed. I got my life together. Cut went onto NHL stardom. Then there was a text.

I was drinking. There was a party. Cut was there....

I loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him.

The only problem? He never knew I existed.

©2020 Tijan (P)2020 Tijan Contemporary Contemporary Romance Romance Heartfelt Feel-Good Tear-jerking Hockey

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You’ll understand the book title, and my star rating title when you listen to this wonderful story.
Wow! I am so in awe of Tijan. This audio completely blew me away. A wonderfully addictive college romance (and beyond). Dealing with some real issues in such a sensitive and realistic and funny way. I loved Cheyenne, she was so real, she was perfectly flawed, and her thoughts kept a smile on my face (mostly). Cutler Ryder, well what can I say? He was the bomb. He was caring, he was true, and he was my perfect book boyfriend. He was the perfect partner for Cheyenne. He got her. He calmed her. He understood her, well, as much as she understood herself. I wanted to go right back to the beginning and start this book again.I knows it will stay with me for a long, long time to come. It’s a bold statement, but it’s possibly Tijan’s best book yet. I loved it that much. Narrated by Andi Arndt and Jason Clarke who, I must say, were more than perfect for the roles of Cut and Cheyenne. All the emotions, and all the feels. One of my favourite audios, ever!

Five Fuoway Stars. I Floved it

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Cheyenne and Cut's story was so good, such an emotional rollercoaster, Tijan's stories always capture me from the start, and this one was no exception. The audiobook is narrated by two amazing narrators Andi Arndt and Jason Clarke, I truly suggest you hear the audiobook, they both bring their characters and story to a new level. The topics mentioned within the story enrich it, mental illness is real and the way it was written here was realistic. I loved all characters, this is standalone and I totally recommend it to you.

Very emotional sport romance

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I wasn’t sure what to expect, Tijan is a new-to-me author, but I trusted the narrators.

Oh my goodness, what a cast of characters, what a full and fulfilling story, what an absolute joy to listen to. I have so much love for the main characters, and their loves. The best book I’ve listened to in a good while, and I’m a book addict.

Amazing

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This is one of those books you’re not sure what’s happening in the beginning. It takes awhile to understand where the Author is taking you. The complexities and human nature will make you cry and happy or within this book. My heart hurt for Cheyenne but I was so glad When Cut and she got together. The characters the situation the whole concept was so complex it was fascinating and real. The audible narration was excellent. It totally enhance the story for me. This Author is an automatic buy for me every time.

Amazing book

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A great story. A true reflection of how people see us and judge us should not be how we see ourselves.

We're all a little crazy

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