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Narrated by:
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Adam Alexi-Malle
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By:
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Patrick Bard
About this listen
The first time a link to a porn video pops up on his computer screen, Lucas is startled. He was simply trying to stream a superhero movie. Transfixed by the scene that unfolds, he experiences his first stirrings of arousal. Lucas soon realizes that he wants to recapture that same excitement, and it's not long before he starts down a path that takes hold of his every thought--day and night.
Only when his secret is revealed and everything comes crashing down around him can Lucas confront his compulsions. But even as feelings of shame overwhelm him, his urges seem impossible to ignore, and interacting with real people is difficult. As Lucas gets help, it becomes clear to him and those around him that he can recover and find a new direction for his life despite this addiction.
With a naive and confused protagonist and multilayered storytelling, this is a no-holds-barred look at a teenage boy falling prey to the world of cybersex, the perils of porn addiction, and the difficult road to recovery for addicts and their loved ones.
Critic reviews
“A provocative work.” —Kirkus Reviews
“Bard tackles a provocative subject with objectivity and unabashed honesty.” —Publishers Weekly
“Bard tackles a provocative subject with objectivity and unabashed honesty.” —Publishers Weekly
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