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I Have Lost My Way
- Narrated by: Nicole Lewis, Sunil Malhotra, Michael Crouch
- Length: 7 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Teen & Young Adult
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Summary
A brand-new, heart-wrenching story from the best-selling author of If I Stay and I Was Here, Gayle Forman.
Around the time that Freya loses her voice while recording her debut album, Harun is making plans to run away from home to find the boy that he loves, and Nathaniel is arriving in New York City after a family tragedy leaves him isolated on the outskirts of Washington state.
After the three of them collide in Central Park, they slowly reveal the parts of their past that they haven't been able to confront, and together they find their way back to who they're supposed to be.
Told over the course of a single day from three different perspectives, this is a story about the power of friendship and being true to who you are.
Read by Nicole Lewis, Sunil Malhotra and Michael Crouch.
Critic reviews
Praise for I Was Here: "I Was Here is a pitch-perfect blend of mystery, tragedy, and romance. Gayle Forman has given us an unflinchingly honest portrait of the bravery it takes to live after devastating loss." (Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower)
"Not only beautifully written and heartwrenching, but IMPORTANT. Wow. Just, wow." (Sarah Dessen)
"Irresistible tear-jerker." (The New York Times)
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- 13-08-18
A sweet tale of friendship
I enjoyed how the characters connected and revealed their demons. Excellent performance too. Worth a listen!
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- Teresa
- 26-09-20
Wow beautiful story
I selected this book because I love 'If I stay' by the same author. I was not disappointed. I have just finished the book and feel very emotional. I liked the way it was written and moved between the characters. Each with their own tale to tell and building chapter by chapter. I willed the characters on and loved the ending.
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- Doraemon
- 16-04-18
story is really touching.. and loved it overall..
I really liked the story.. it's was hooking.. and it was my first audio book.. so it really takes use to it.. my yeah after 1st chapter.. I adjusted and I enjoyed it. and really loved the friendship aspects of the story.. and how friends complete us.. how we can depend on them. it was 3.5/4.0 stars for me..