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Summary

When two people's lives are spiraling out of control, can coming together pull both of them back up?

Alexis Woods knows who she is - or at least, she thought she did. She's number 17, point guard, MVP, all-star, co-captain of the Lady Raiders NCAA Division I women's basketball team. But there's a darkness growing inside of her, a darkness that started the night her beloved died in her arms, and if she doesn't turn things around soon, the darkness just might swallow her whole.

Graham Griffin knows a thing or two about darkness. That's been her zip code ever since the car accident that took her boyfriend's life - the car accident she caused. When she meets Alex, she sees a reflection of her own sorrow. And she can't help but want to fix it.

©2016 Eliza Andrews (P)2017 Eliza Andrews

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Loved it

Excellent book, I couldn't stop listening. It's my first audio book but certainly won't be my last!

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  • Sarah Z. Hoyt
  • 07-06-17

A Cathartic Joy

This author is expressive and articulate. In "To Have Loved & Lost", she draws you into a deep relationship-oriented plot line. Her beautiful, flawed, tough and sensitive characters are raw, deep, and happen to be lesbian. It is wonderful and realistic how the characters being lesbian isn't the main focus of the book and being lesbian isn't their identity, but just a piece of who they are. I find it refreshing to discover an author, who can portray real women in real friendships as real people. Thank you, Eliza Andrews! I HIGHLY recommend this author and her first book categorized as LGBT fiction. Hopefully, it will encourage, warm, thrill, and entertain other readers as much as it did me!

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  • Carrie
  • 23-05-17

Loved it!

This isn't your normal cheesy romance. It's a true novel based on lesbian characters. I will be getting every book Eliza does from now on. Finally someone that sees how unrepresented some us are. Solid work Eliza you have a new fan!

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  • Michelle A. Evans
  • 28-09-17

Sleeper Hit!

Bought this title because none of my favorite authors had anything new out. I was pleasantly surprised. Good writing, lovely story, well fleshed out characters--a lovely journey.
Narrator was talented and well suited for the story. I was very pleased. I hope to hear much, much more from this author and narrator.

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  • L. LaCour
  • 08-05-17

Great Book!

This is a great love story. I know the LGBT community would love it but I also think straight people would enjoy it. You forget the story is about two women and it becomes a story about how two people finding each other and growing together. It's a simple message that we all have baggage but when you find the right person, it doesn't matter. Loved it!

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  • Ashley C.
  • 19-06-18

Clexa!

After reading a lot of Clexa fanfiction it was so exciting to find one on audible! Kind of felt weird to have Graham Griffin and not Clarke Griffin but I guess the author had to change it. Still loved it though. :)

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  • Krystal
  • 16-06-18

Great story

Well written, well narrated, character depth, & most importantly, relatable. I look forward to reading or listening to more from this author.

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  • TeeJaiP
  • 23-04-18

Great book!

I loved this book! Purchasing the next book now. PLEASE KEEP WRITING more in this genre! We need more believable lesbian love stories. I really loved this story!

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  • Vanessa Francis
  • 21-03-18

Truly inspiring romance

I was putting this one off for the mere mention of having to deal with the loss of a loved one, but finally took the plunge and gave it a good listen. Ms. Eliza Andrews delivered such a beautifully written story with fantastic character development. This book had me laughing and tearing up... but it also left me with the feeling of joy for the two main characters. I would listen to a thousand more love stories like this one.

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  • Laura Moreno
  • 13-03-18

Cute love story

I liked the characters. can't wait to listen to the next one. I liked how each character developed. the internal turmoil.

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  • dreamer
  • 10-03-18

Unexpected great story

It's a really good story, dealing with a lot of issues, definitely not a standard romance. The narrator was new to me and very suitable for the story. I will continue listening to the second books of this series.