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Fade Out

Narrated by: Teri Clark Linden
Length: 1 hr and 54 mins
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At 28, writer Kayleen Schaefer's brother was one of the most promising young filmmakers in Hollywood, having shot to success as the writer and director of "Chapter 27," starring future Oscar-winner Jared Leto as John Lennon’s killer Mark David Chapman. Then, five years later, to the surprise of those closest to him, he left it all behind - abandoning his career, his family and his life, without telling anyone where he was going.

©2015 Kayleen Schaefer (P)2016 Audible, Inc.

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So many thoughts swirling around about this...

Is he mentally ok? Is he still alive? What a thing to do to your mother... as a mother I cannot imagine having to say goodbye to my child like that. When I started reading this I had no idea who anyone in this story was. I had to pause and Google a bit. Honestly though, it makes no difference whether he was a street sweeper or a Hollywood golden boy, this story is surreal. I just found myself repeatedly thinking Why? Why? Why?

It also made me think about the relationship my kids have with each other and the relationship I have with my brother, which isn't the closest, but I'd still feel like I had a missing body part if he disappeared.

My next thought was that I wonder how many people don't have the money, the balls, the emotional strength to step away from everything and everyone they grew up with to escape the morally skewed high pressured societies so many of us live in? This was a seriously extreme way to jump off the the madness train but surely there is a better way to do it? Starting with communicating with your loved ones so they don't worry?

Which brings me to another thought, how much of what I feel is about my belief that he owes his family at least the courtesy of communication. Maybe he doesn't? This is only one side of their story... and even if it is completely accurate, does anyone really owe anyone for live given freely? Is familial love truly given freely even in an 'ideal' family setting?

Yep, lots to ponder after this one. Definitely worth a listen.

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  • Clare Caron
  • 23-11-17

Fascinating!

Basically a good fly on the wall story that reads like a one person play. What was interesting was my own personal responses to what was going on. I spent a lot of time trying to understand a family & sibling dynamic completely different to my own experience.

I think a psychologist would have a field day with this, but in my own case it became a reflective thing as I felt strong emotions about how this family or sister did things. Thus I had to ask myself "Is the narrator the most devoted/ annoying / doting/wimpy/frustrating sister in the world or is this more to do with my own baggage?"

A short but intense drama on sister/ brother relationship, family dynamics & status within the family.

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  • NMwritergal
  • 04-02-19

Interesting enough for $1.95

I was expecting something a little more along the lines of memoir--in other words, I didn't think I was going to be TOLD the whole story; I expected some showing. But the author is a journalist... The writing is adequate and the story was interesting. The problem was after reading the synopsis, I expected more answers than I got.

And like the other review here from Clare, I found myself wondering about the author. She's positively worshipful of her brother and seems to see him in a different light than other people see him. And she doesn't delve into that enough. I mean, the brother ditches everything to go live in a cheap motel in Mexico and doesn't want to talk to his friends and family for two years. Even if he had not had some success, leaving his life, the only career he wanted, and pretty much disowning everyone generally says something's wrong. If the author asked him what happened, it's not in this piece. Maybe she's protecting him or maybe she really didn't ask. But that part was a bit unsatisfying.