You’ll be taken on a journey through my eyes, from childhood to adulthood, where you’ll experience my biases and see how I justified my actions (whether right or wrong), and how I perceived the world. Experience my confusions and revelations as I learned to grow, but most of all, you’ll feel my pain and anguish as I am hurt and abused by those whom I loved.

I have been beaten down, hated, abused, and stomped on physically and mentally, but I sit here today, unashamed and stronger than ever. I wear my scars like a badge of honor. These are my battle wounds, and I survived.

These memoirs are like a radio station playing a variety of songs that tell different stories of my life (from different ages), some that made me smile and others that made me cry. I also talk about the Rage that I carry to this day. I’ve given my Rage a personality of its own in these stories, as it acts like a character that affected my life like everyone else. It was born the day I learned to hate my mother, and I gave it a name soon after.

See how my journeys helped me learn patience and understanding, but hear my confessions and thoughts that still render me an imperfect work in progress. There is no happy ending in these books because I still live and I’m still learning, so there will be more memories to write.
But for now, meet the people who shaped me and how much I have loved and hated this world.