• Because We Are Bad

  • OCD and a Girl Lost in Thought
  • By: Lily Bailey
  • Narrated by: Lily Bailey
  • Length: 5 hrs and 52 mins
  • Unabridged Audiobook
  • Release date: 03-04-18
  • Language: English
  • Publisher: HarperAudio
  • 5 out of 5 stars (1 rating)

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Summary

Written with the indelible power of Girl, Interrupted, Brain on Fire, and Reasons to Stay Alive, a lyrical, poignant memoir by a young woman about her childhood battle with debilitating obsessive compulsive disorder, and her hard-won journey to recovery.

By the age of 13, Lily Bailey was convinced she was bad. She had killed someone with a thought, spread untold disease, and ogled the bodies of other children. Only by performing an exhausting series of secret routines could she make up for what she'd done. But no matter how intricate or repetitive, no act of penance was ever enough.

Beautifully written and astonishingly intimate, Because We Are Bad recounts a childhood consumed by obsessive compulsive disorder. As a child, Bailey created a second personality inside herself - "I" became "we" - to help manifest compulsions that drove every minute of every day of her young life. Now she writes about the forces beneath her skin, and how they ordered, organized, and urged her forward. Lily charts her journey, from checking on her younger sister dozens of times a night, to "normalizing" herself at school among new friends as she grew older, and finally to her young adult years, learning - indeed, breaking through - to make a way for herself in a big, wide world that refuses to stay in check.

Charming and raw, harrowing and redemptive, Because We Are Bad is an illuminating and uplifting look into the mind and soul of an extraordinary young woman, and a startling portrait of OCD that allows us to see and understand this condition as never before.

©2018 Lily Bailey (P)2018 HarperCollins Publishers

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  • 14-04-18

So honest and raw

Such an honest and real picture of OCD and mental health. I couldn’t stop listening and I can’t recommend it enough. This is one of the first books I’ve read that really describes the shame and the Why Can’t I Just Be Normal part of OCD that isn’t commonly talked about. Read it and share it.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 12-04-18

Amazing ! Candid, honest

This account of a girl’s experience with OCD is salve to anyone who is a patient or has OCD tendencies . It is comforting to hear first hand that bad thoughts happen and doesn’t mean you want to act on them . Means more coming from a person that has lived through it than from a professional just telling you it’s “the disease”
Really worthwhile book for families of patients also


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  • Frank S. Czerwiec
  • 12-05-18

A Remarkable Story

This autobiography is a wonderful exposition on a far too mysterious disorder. The insights Lily, the author, provides into her early adolescent and adult life are remarkable. Without giving too much away, the story highlights one person’s experience with this disorder and her relationship with a therapist who truly understands, cares and affects her life in incredibly meaningful way. I highly recommend this book to anyone who has or knows Someone who has or who knows someone with this or any number of disorders, such as bipolar, autism, or even psychosis. The inside provides both comfort and hope that with caring, medication, and love a resolution can be found.

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  • Jeffrey M. Phillips
  • 12-05-18

really wonderful

it's probably strange to title this review as really wonderful. However, I have always had OCD as well, and this book just helps. what Miss Bailey has done here may just be bravely sharing her experience but that is so comforting if you've been through similar things so I'm thankful.

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  • Kaylamayla109
  • 10-05-18

I'm grateful for this book

Listening to Lily Bailey read her story changed my life forever. Thank you so much Lily!

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  • Kidsensei
  • 10-05-18

A fantastic look inside the life of OCD.

This so it gives a unique window into the internal world of someone coping with OCD. If you live or work with someone like this I can't recommend the book enough!

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  • Leigh
  • 24-04-18

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Listened for 30 minutes and wasn't able to finish. Story line weak. Couldn't hold my attention.

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