Emma Jane
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Emma Jane
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*trigger warnings*
Mentions of suicide, feelings of abject despair, feelings of loss, mentions of depression.
Okay, so this is the one single episode I didn't want to write, but its a milestone episode, for a milestone in this podcast. Its 12 months since I properly began Spellboundish.
Its not your usual episode, it deals with the loss of my biological daughter, Emma Jane. Its been tough to put together, it contains none of the usual items, its just 'that' chapter of the audio book, and an hour of calming, tranquil sounds, in the hope afterwards, if you listen to the audio book chapter, you can decompress and move on.
The events in the audio book chapter happened some 32 years ago, so I'm out of the other side so to speak, but its quite a painful moment in my life if I'm honest, but I'm hoping by commiting my words to this deeply painful chapter of my life, I can begin to heal and let it go...
But please, I urge you, if your in despair with your life right now, please don't listen, give it a swerve.
Much love, John x
Hi, want to give feedback or contribute? Please Email: spellboundish.podcast@gmail.com Hope to see you in the next episide Here's the link to Chantelle's go fund me page https://gofund.me/25eeaeeb And here's Nadia's Facebook page, please take a look it will set the scene for the gofund me fundraiser https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100093828618976 Thank you Here's some helplines and websites that may assist you if needed. Apologies to overseas listeners, but these are UK based. Also, you may need to copy and paste the web addresses for some reason... Shout (text service) Text 85258 open 24hrs a day, every day (free support by text if you prefer not to speak on the phone Web: giveusashout.org CALM (Campaign Against Living Miserably) 0800 58 58 58 - daily, 4pm - midnight. Support for people feeling low or experiencing suicidal thoughts. Web: thecalmzone.net No Panic 0300 772 9844 Open daily, 10am - 10pm Support for people experiencing anxiety or panic. Web: nopanic.org.uk Domestic abuse support: Respect (for men experiencing domestic abuse) 0808 801 0327, open Monday to Friday, 10am - 5pm. Provides support for men experiencing domestic abuse. Web: mensadviceline.org.uk Refuge (for women experiencing domestic abuse). 0808 2000 247, open 24 hrs a day, every day. Web: nationaldahelpline.org.uk More to follow...